*pats my own shoulder* it’s gonna be okay dumb bitch
i’m worried i’ll never be soft again. i’m worried i’ll meet every next lover with claws and teeth and eyes that scream don’t you dare touch me.
i’m worried i’ll only show them where i went cold, all the places the light doesn’t touch anymore. i’m worried i’ll touch them with fingers that sting like ice, that turn their skins red.
have you ever hurt so much that you shut away your own heart?
(via cunnidingus)